Chapter 95
Aurora:
“What kind of game do you think you’re playing?” I asked, entering the bedroom where I knew Dimitri was sitting at his desk. The fact that he wasn’t in the office only told me that he was waiting for me.
“Is it necessary for me to be playing a game? Or is it only because you do not want to consider the fact that something good can come from me, malyshka?” He asked, and I scoffed. The man took me for a fool, but I knew for fact that I was not going to be falling for it. Not anymore anyway.
“I am done with your lies, and I am done having false hope over nothing,” I said, and he smiled. His smile reached his eyes, and I could tell that he was far more amused than I would want him to be. And though I did not know whether to be annoyed with that or not, I knew one thing, I wanted nothing more than to rip that smile off his face and to also slap him in the face for the way that he was making me feel.
“What if I am not lying?” He asked, raising an amused eyebrow. “What if every word that I am telling you is true and I want to make things right with you?”
“Then you either a psychopath, a bipolar, or you have an identity disorder.” I said, and he chuckled, shaking his head at me.
“And you are not dramatic, are you?” He asked, his eyes hardening once again. “And you do not refuse to listen? And you are the innocent angel who is forced to deal with everything while I am the bastard that is forcing you into it? I am the bad guy in your story, am I not?”
“I never said…”
“You implied,” he said, and I took a deep breath. I let out a low growl, and he rolled his eyes at me. My heart raced against my ribcage and the anger that I felt at that moment was one that I didn’t want to deal with. “But I am going to have you know one thing, and you are going to have to start putting in mind from here. on out, and that is that you are going to ruin the wedding of two people who have done nothing more than try to…”
“What?” I asked, stopping the man. He raised an amused eyebrow at me, and I watched as he shook his head in question at me.
“Did you expect Natalia to just drop the fact that you are moping around over something that you THINK happened when it did not? The woman came and had an argument with me, one that her mate had to stop her from taking on. Now, if you do not wish to ruin their busiest and most beautiful days, I do suggest…” “You are one asshole, has anyone ever told you that?” I asked, stopping the man. He raised an eyebrow at me, and I took a deep breath. “You really are failing to see that IF I reacted this way,
it is for a damn reason. If I am in pain, it is because I did
not want to find myself in such a situation where I could be under the threat of losing the ONE true thing that I am trying to build.”
“Then you come and f**king speak to me rather than acting out. Rather thant assuming…”
“I saw you in that office, Dimitri. For fucks sake, what did you expect of me?” I asked, stopping the man. His eyes met mine and the next words that he said took me off guard, especially when he knew very well that I had my own reasons to doubt everything.
“To trust me,”
He went to turn around, but I wasn’t going to have it, not tonight. If we were going to talk about this, then it was going to be until the end of this conversation. “How?” I asked, and he froze. He didn’t say a word for a few seconds, but he turned around to look at me, his eyes holding a little pain before they darkened a bit. “You slept with me, took my virginity, and barely before I even woke up, you went to her. I was in pain, but you believed that I wasn’t a virgin because I didn’t bleed. I didn’t even complain, I wasn’t forced, I knew that it had to be done, but it wasn’t romantic either. The two of us were on duty and we did it, I didn’t complain either.”
“But I want you to put yourself in my shoes, and if you can look me in the eye. and tell me that you are going to be sitting under the same roof let alone the same house; then I am going to drop all Charlotte’s topic and pretend that it never did exist.” I said, and he took a deep breath, not saying a word for a few seconds. “I am going to start with the first situation. On our mating night, the night that you were supposed to be entering this agreement with the purity and hopefully honesty despite it being an arranged one. Regardless of everything, I agreed to it, and not only for my benefit, but let’s face it, you as an Alpha will grow more powerful as you take hold of two packs rather than one. Nevertheless, you find me k*ssing. another man in the dressing room, and you are forced to still walk around with me and pretend that nothing had happened. And I must add, I will not bother feeling guilty about it either.”
I opened my mouth to go on before the man raised his hand, stopping me. I raised an eyebrow at him, and he took a step back. “I am going to the office to finish of a few papers. I can assume that you are going to want to ch*ck on our daughter,”
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“I said a word,” he said, turning to the door. He walked out without bothering to wait for my response and I shook my head at him.
“Unfortunately, Dimitri, this is not even one percent of what I have lived through with you.” I said, looking at the door. “You couldn’t even take the beginning of it…”