Chapter 454
Chapter 454
After li han went up to the second floor, he didn't rush back to the master bedroom, but went straight to
Shu Xiao's room.
The door opened and Shu Tian and Nanny Li were sitting on the carpet beside the bed playing Lego.
The child had just returned from school and had no time to change out of his school uniform. Seeing
him come in, the little boy stood up happily and ran towards him. "Dad!"
His legs were tightly wrapped in a pair of small hands. Li Han could not help but blush as he felt the
intimacy. He winked at Nanny Li, who understood, nodded and walked out of the room, not forgetting to
close the door.
"Dad, why didn't you pick me up after school this afternoon?" Shu Xiao looked up at him with a pair of
innocent eyes.
Li han squatted down and looked straight at him. Although the young face in front of him had not fully
opened, he still looked like him 70%, and the remaining 30% had the shadow of Shu Tian. Looking at
him now, thinking that he might not see the child for the next six months, he felt as if he had squeezed
a sour lemon into his heart.
"Dad, why aren't you talking?" Shu xiao was a little confused when he saw that he was only staring at
her.
The child's repeated' father'made Li Han even more upset. He had not picked him up from school, had
not asked him to bring his children to the family reunion, had not heard enough of him calling his father,
and had a lot of love he wanted to give him, but it was too late. In order not to hurt him one day, He had
to leave them first.
"Does xiao xiao miss dad?" The man's voice was low and hoarse, and he suddenly asked this
question.
Shu Xiao didn't understand why his father asked, but he nodded honestly. "Yes."
Li Han almost couldn't stand the sound of her baby voice. The man turned away and picked up a Lego.
"Do you like pinlego? Do you have any other toys you like?"
"And cars. Uncle Meng Shichuan bought me a lot before..." Shu Xiao told him his little toys one by one.
He didn't understand what the adults meant, but he was happy to remember those toys.
Li Han remembered in his heart that even if he left the house, he could ask someone to send some
from time to time.
Looking at the happy look of the child, Li Han gritted her teeth and squeezed out a sentence. "Xiao,
dad is going on a long trip and may not be able to come back for a while. Listen to mom at home and
bring you a lot of fun toys when dad comes back, okay?"
Shu Xiao was not very clear about the concept of the word "Business trip." He just felt that his father
would not be able to come back for a long time. His little face drooped." Dad, how long are you going?" NôvelDrama.Org: text © owner.
"I don't know. It should be a little longer than before. I'll tell you before dad comes back." As he said
this, Li Han's mind flashed with the 50% failure to quit.
If he fails, he dares not even think about the consequences.
The child was always the kindest and most sensitive. As if sensing his emotional fluctuations, Shu Xiao
suddenly reached out and held Li Han's hand.
The warm touch passed through his fingertips, and the man was stunned. He looked down at the small,
soft, soft hand that could only hold a few fingers even though he tried to hold it.
They were of the same blood. Father and son didn't even have to say anything about their hearts. Li
Han could not move with just this small action.
Blood was rushing through his limbs, and a wave of sour heat surged up from his nose to his head. The
Lego in front of him became blurry, and his eyes were misty. He suddenly got up, turned away, and did
not want the child to see his gaffe.
"Dad?"
"It's okay." His voice was trembling and he tried to restrain himself. Every word he said was about to be
cut across his throat by the bitter taste he had endured. "I'll go down and see mom."
Leaving the children's room as if escaping, Li Han flashed into the master bedroom. He walked into the
bathroom, and the sensor light above his head lit up. Looking at the disheveled face in the mirror, he
almost didn't know himself.
Was this an escape?
He chose to leave them temporarily because of his illness. He wanted to protect this family so that they
wouldn't be tortured and hurt by his addiction one day, but he couldn't get over it in his heart.
Li Han Li Han, you hate cowards the most in your life, but you have to be a coward once.
He burst into laughter, laughing and tears falling down. His tall and straight body was hugged by a dog
as if his shoulder had pressed down on a stone. Bean-sized crystal beads smashed into the pool like
broken beads. His body trembled slightly, and his cheeks opened out because he clenched his teeth.
He was stunned and did not make a sound.
It was not completely dark outside the window, but the man seemed to have been swallowed up by the
darkness, and his whole body was cold.
Something swam in her body, suppressed, angry, roaring... In the end, it all became this suffocating
silence.
Fifty percent, this compromise also hung his life in midair.
The next step might be a bright future, or a purgatory on earth. He could not control it, but waited for
the verdict.
After some time, the tears seemed to have dried up, and the corners of his eyes were stinging. The
man looked up at the mirror. His black and white eyes were now bloodshot, and his hands on both
sides of the pool were clenched tightly.
If he could succeed in this stage, he would never leave Shu Tian for the rest of his life. If he failed in the
end, he did not want to see her unable to get the life she deserved because of his daily hard work. He
would ensure that she and her child would live a comfortable life.
...
As long as Li Han stood upstairs, Shu Tian stood downstairs. She called ling junze and told him what
had happened. Not long after the phone was hung up, Li Han walked down the stairs. It was probably
that ling junze had looked for him.
Shu Tian watched as the man walked towards him step by step. He also had a black paper bag in his
hand. The contents were not heavy, not clothes or daily necessities, but... Documents.
He took a few steps over and stood in front of her, only saying two words, "Let's go."
Shu Tian's legs were almost numb from standing, but when such a result came, she raised her lips and
laughed at herself. "You still have to go, don't you?"
No matter what she said or did, he still wanted to leave. Once this man made up his mind, no one could
change it. He already knew it, didn't he? Why could he still have such a humble fantasy in his heart?
He hoped that he could tell himself that I was not leaving and that we would be together no matter
what.
Li Han looked at the strong feelings in her eyes. Every time her true feelings took the initiative, it would
make his heart ache endlessly. She was in pain, and he was in more pain than she was.
After a long silence, the man snorted, "Yes."
"Okay, then you can go." Shu Tian looked very pale and turned to make way.
"I told xiao xiao that I was going on a long trip. If the child asks you this, you should be more careful
when I'm not around. Aunt li will be with you. If you're bored, you can find something you like to do.
Don't go to work. The child is too young. Without me, he has to be accompanied by his mother. You
don't have to worry about the money. It's enough. I'll send someone over regularly. If you need
anything, tell Feng Yuanzhe. If you have anything, tell me." He said these in one breath, as if he had
already thought about it, but in fact, they were about to be separated. He was so worried that he
couldn't explain it clearly.
Shu Tian's forced indifference was broken down word by word by him. She could no longer hold back
her tears.
The woman's sobs rang in her ears, like the cries of a wounded little beast. It sounded so sad that
thousands of words came to her mouth, "Take care of yourself."
After saying this, Li Han stopped and strode towards the door.
Shu tian paused for two seconds, then suddenly turned around and shouted, "Li Han!"
The man's footsteps froze, but he did not look back, afraid that his heart would soften.
"I'll give you half a year. I'll wait for you for half a year. If you don't come back in half a year, I don't want
you anymore!" She burst into tears and tore her voice. "You have to cooperate with the doctor and
receive treatment. Otherwise, I will remarry the child and not let him recognize you as his father!"
Although her words were unpleasant, she was undoubtedly making a promise to him that she would
wait for him.
Li Han listened. His handsome face with his back to her was so tense that it was about to crack. How
excited he was. His woman, his little woman said to wait for him!
He wanted to rush over and hold her in his arms, but no, he couldn't make any irresponsible promises.
In the quiet living room, the man let out a deep breath and felt heartbroken. "If I don't come back in half
a year, don't wait."