Chapter 143
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Lola’s POV
I opened my eyes and sat up only to be met with Selene’s eyes. Anger and hurt surge through me and I stood up
abruptly, wing when I became dizzy and unsteady on my
feet.
“Calm down. Take it easy“, her angelic voice reached my ears and I saw red. “Take it easy?” Are you joking with me right now?” I asked her, channeling the anger I felt into my words.
“I never said it would be easy“, she said softly and I laughed. I laughed maniacally because that was the only thing I could do
at that moment.
“I never said it was going to be easy either“, I spat. I didn’t care if she was the goddess of the moon or anything, she was playing with my life too much and I wasn’t going to stand for that.
What exactly do I plan to do? I have no idea.
“Have you not had enough fun with my life?” I asked softly, all fight draining from my body, slowly getting replaced by grief and hurt. “For 10 years, I was plunged into suffering for
再
reasons unknown to me. The motherfucking bastard you paired me with at first made me run from my pack”, I said, tears streaming down my cheeks.
“You gave me a second chance that almost cost me my life, Selene. We fought against all odds and finally began to love
each other and now you want to take me away from him”.
“I didn’t really care that I’ll be losing my life as long as everyone I love is saved but now, you’re dragging Adrian into it?” I asked, clutching my chest to relieve me of the pain that was coursing through it.
“He wouldn’t talk to me unless I gave him an answer“, I cried and fell back to the grass. “He believed that the person that gave the idea was trying to kill both of us at once“.
I sobbed and buried my face in my hands as I cried harder. The pain was unbearable for me and it seems like my heart was being torn apart from the inside.
I felt soft hands on my shoulder but I refused to look up at her. “None of it was your fault, Lola. He should have trusted you and allowed the mating process to be completed“, she said softly and I scoffed.
“Trusted me??“, I laughed. “I wouldn’t have trusted me if I had been in his shoes. You basically asked him to sign his own death warrant, knowing fully well that I was going to lose my life during the war“, I looked at her, hoping she could see the .storm of anger raging in my eyes.
“Is there no other way to do this?” I asked after a while and she shook her head. “I’m afraid that this is the only way to move forward “, she said.
“You should go back“, she said and I felt myself being pulled into the darkness again. “But…..“, I tried to speak but she shook her head at me.
“Trust me child. Trust the process“, and I lost consciousness.
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I woke up to the door being banged furiously and there was lots of noise on the other side of the door too.
What the heck? I thought as I sat up groggily and tried to get my thinking together. “Aargh, why is it so fucking loud here“, Jasmine said and I groaned in pain too.
“I swear to the moon that I’m going to break this door down if you don’t open up, Lola”, Adrian’s voice came from the other side of the door and he seemed to be panicking.
Are we under attack or something? I hurriedly stood up from my place on the floor and opened the door just as he was about to break it down.
His body was already positioned to ram into the door when he saw me. His posture relaxed and he breathed a sigh of relief.
“A….Adrian?” I said weakly, not sure if he still wanted to talk to me after the argument we have. He came towards me and I took a step back, not knowing what to expect.
I was shocked when he reached out his hands to me and
held me of
pulled me into a bone crushing hug. “Thank goddess, you’re okay“, he breathed into my hair and to his body than he already did.
“How did you know I passed out?” I asked and he pulled back to hold my face in his hands. “I heard a thud and thought you dropped something but everything went silent afterwards“, he started speaking but I cut him off.
“You were listening to all of my movements? I thought you were mad at me and did not want either have anything to do with me?” I questioned him and he took a deep breath before speaking again.
“I was livid for what happened, baby, I’m not going to lie“, he said and Jasmine did a happy dance in my head.
“He called us baby again,that means he’s no longer angry “, she even howled happily in my head and it took all of my self control to not laugh our loud.
“I realized that I can’t leave without you, bound by a bond or not. I really can’t imagine a world without you in it. I’ll follow you to the deepest pit in hell of it meant that I’ll be able to stay by your side“, he said softly and a rogue tear rolled my left cheek.
I really don’t deserve this man.
“It’s not like I’ll allow any evil before you but the advantages that come with mating in our wolf forms surpass the
downside to it.
“What are you trying to say?” I asked with my mouth agape and he smiled.
“I want us to mate in our wolf forms, Lola” he said with a boyish grin that melted my heart. “We’ll deal with the consequences later“, I nodded eagerly and he laughed.
“When do we fully mate?” I asked and he gave me a Cheshire cat grin. Content protected by Nôv/el(D)rama.Org.
“Right now, baby. There’s no point in wasting more of our time“.