Chapter 313
Chapter 313
What am I feeling awkward about?
Harrison's words successfully aroused my anger. I turned my head and glared at him, accusing him in a tone that I thought was the most powerful, "It's all because of you!"
"Then why don't you tell me?" Harrison said in a relaxed tone with a smile. Content bel0ngs to Nôvel(D)r/a/ma.Org.
Looking at his carefree look, my anger rose several levels in an instant. I felt that the grievances I had just suffered were caused by him, but he could smile so happily in front of me. Why?
He knew that he didn't like Abbie, but he was still willing to come out to eat with her. Although he had greeted me, there was no point in saying hello to me, let alone eating in such a high-class place.
The more I thought about it, the angrier I became. The more I thought about it, the more wronged I felt. My nose was sore, and I had the urge to cry. But when I thought of the restaurant and Abbie's presence, I could only swallow the urge to cry.
"Have you had a good meal with Abbie?"
Harrison nodded and answered obediently, "I saw you here as soon as I came out, so I came to say hello in a hurry."
"Is this a guilty conscience?" I said grumpily.
"Let me think about it.” After saying that, Harrison pretended to think about it seriously.
It was not until this moment that I had time to look at him. He was wearing a gray suit and a dark blue tie. He looked steady but not dull. It was completely tailored for him.
He was so perfect and surrounded by so many beautiful women. What would I have thought of having a unique affection for him?
"You always have a guilty conscience." Harrison suddenly said with certainty, "Ever since I called you, I've been worried that you would get angry. Now that I've seen you, I'm finally relieved."
Well, I admit that I was warmed by his words. "Are the two of you done yet?" Sienna stood not far away from them and looked speechless.
My face was slightly hot. I immediately moved aside to keep a distance from Harrison and explained to Sienna, "We just have something to discuss."
Sienna stared at me and slowly walked over. I was flustered by her stare.
"Harrison, who are you coming to have dinner with today?" Sienna stood beside me and suddenly asked Harrison.
I looked at Sienna and motioned for her to stop. But it seemed that she didn't receive my gaze. She said to herself, "We met Abbie just now. She was the woman who kidnapped Chelsea and loved you. Do you know who I was talking about?"
With this, Sienna raised his chin and motioned for Harrison to look in the direction of Abbie. In my complicated mood, I didn't dare to look at Harrison openly. I could only peek at him secretly, worrying that he would be angry.
"I know." Harrison answered simply.
After hearing this answer, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart. I felt very uncomfortable. I was so uncomfortable that I almost couldn't breathe.
"If you dare to eat with her, do you think that Jian'an doesn't exist? Or do you think that she is easy- going and doesn't need to care about her feelings?" Sienna questioned angrily.
Feeling a little headache, I took Sienna's hand and said, "I feel a little uncomfortable. Shall we go first?"
"What's wrong? Are you not feeling well?" Sienna was attracted by my uncomfortable words.
I slightly narrowed my eyes and nodded, blaming myself in my heart, "I will definitely talk to Sienna when I go out, but I really don't want to stay here. I have to digest what happened today. I need time."
Sienna sighed and said, "Then let's go first."
Before leaving, I told Harrison to trouble him to pay the bill. We left first. He looked at me with a complicated expression in his eyes, but he didn't stop me or say anything. Just before I turned around, I seemed to faintly see Abbie looking at me like a winner.
Out of the restaurant, Sienna loosened her hold on my hand. I knew she was angry. "Sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you just now."
"So you are deliberately lying to me?" Sienna said angrily, "I don't understand why you are so depressed in your life. It's okay when you were with Callen in the past, but now you have experienced so many things, why are you still like this?"
"Why didn't you let me ask you clearly at the restaurant just now? Did you consider your feelings when he was so close to Abbie?" The more Abbie spoke, the angrier she became.
I didn't have the strength to refute, I just kept shaking my head.
Sienna put her hands on my shoulders and looked at me with an exasperated look. "Chelsea, listen carefully. You are not in your teens, but in your thirties. Do you understand?"
"I know, I know I'm not young anymore," I said. "But why don't you make any progress when your IQ has increased at your age? Obviously, you are uncomfortable in your heart, but you still have to endure it. Do you think Harrison will blame yourself? Will he feel sorry for you because of your sadness?” Sienna said sharply.
At this time, I should have felt uncomfortable, but I remembered Harrison's look at me before I left. What did the complexity in his eyes mean? Wasn't he sorry for me?
"He won't be sorry, because he is a man. Do you understand?" Sienna said loudly, "Men like Harrison don't lack women at all. To be with you is simply the freshness. Once the freshness is gone, there will be nothing."
Shaking my head, I denied it and insisted, "It's not like that. He really has feelings for me."
"Love? How much is love worth?" Sienna sneered.
I was at a loss for words. I looked at her and did not speak.
Sienna's expression suddenly became lonely, and he whispered, "I used to think that Jonah had feelings for me, but what’s the fact? He said what would happen to me, he would love me for a lifetime, and so on. In the end, he still chose to listen to his family and marry someone else."
Jonah, the man who once accompanied Sienna, was also a man who brought her happiness and harm.
I gently hugged Sienna and said with distress, "I'm sorry. It's all my fault. I did something wrong to make you sad.”
"Chelsea, do you know why I'm angry?" Sienna asked.
I stared blankly for seconds before I lowered my gaze and said, "Because I was in the hotel just now. I didn't let you say anything."
Sienna shook his head. "Your flinching in the teahouse and your cowardice in the restaurant make me think that you have returned to the Chelsea who was with Callen. Afraid of losing everything in front of you, you would rather cover your eyes and pretend not to know anything."
I stood there in a daze, and Sienna's words echoed in my mind. It seemed that I had returned to the time when I was in the Gibbs family a few years ago.
But I've changed. From the moment I got divorced, I swore that I wouldn't make the same mistake again. How could I go back to the past?
Sienna let go of me and took a step back to keep a distance from me. He looked straight into my eyes and said word by word, "If Harrison chose to betray me like Callen did, what are you going to do? "